yes ; we got a bronze.
the judges were damn damn f ing strict on our session lurh !
all bronze except TWO PATHETIC SILVER !
& look at today`s results.
all gold & silver except one bronze !
i`m totally unhappy about it.
is there some way t complain or something ?!
i was really angry with that bitch.
she said we didn`t put enough effort !
& say last min work won`t do.
please.
we had intensive training for the past two weeks
& we ve improved on almost EVERY SINGLE DAY mind you !
we don`t care if they compare us & co.
the standard this year for BAND is wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy high.
believe it or not, i ve said my piece.
my previous post wrote that we shall not cry right ?
i cried.
i cried - uncontrollably.
& i cried myself t sleeeeeeeeeeep.
i really couldn`t contain myself.
all those 5months of hard work.
ve ing intensive trainings & even went back on sunday.
i cried.
yes ; i know it`s very unglam.
but. . sigh.
thanks for all the consoles people.
even if it`s a hug, a pat on the shoulders, a smile, offering a tissue or even a word or "cheerup",
they really did make me feel better.
really.
JUZ,
thanks for that pat on the shoulders as we walked down the stairs.
even though you yourself were tearing too.
cheerup kay dear ?
we re very very proud of our acheivement & we shall not care bout what others say.
or compare.
heck them all ! ;)
SIAO CHA BOR,
she said "siao cha bor ! 不要哭了 ! 要不要叫他下来 ?"
talks t an imaginary phone "hello ? 你现在可以下来 SCH 吗?"
i smiled.
thanks girl, i really appreciate that.
SINYI,
darling !
that big big big hug was really heart warming.
i know you were trying t keep back your tears.
but i couldn`t hold them back.
they just flowed down non stop.
but yes, no matter what ;
WE RE THE BEST PHSSB YEA ?
we shall not be affected by what others will comment.
it`s US anyway.
who cares about THEM right ? :DDD
JOHN,
dude ! thanks for the chit chat on the bus yesterday.
it really really cheered me up.
by the time we went back band room,
thou i was still a little down,
i didn`t so much blame myself anymore.
THANKS SO MUCH !
for crapping & joking so much.
MENGCHAO JEROME SEAH HAN JEANETTE & JOEL,
thanks for those encouraging textes.
they did give me encouragement before i stepped up on stage.
especially joel, your word of guidence really calmed me down on stage.
& your console really made me feel 10000000000000 times better.
THANKYOU MY DEAR SENIOR !
& all those who comforted me one way or another,
thanks so much.
they really did help me ALOT.
& those who cried today,
CHEERUP GUYS !
what`s over is over.
we ARE PROUD OF OURSELVES !
juz said that mr ng told her that we missed silver by a FINGERNAIL.
will this console you people ?
it sure does t me.
so it meant we were one of the TOP bands that day.
WOW.
amazing hur ?
tell yourself this whenever you feel like tearing
& hold back those tears.
WE DID WELL !
i myself however would cry upon hearing escape.
i don`t know why.
but tears would just well up in my eyes.
listened t the recording of our band in sch yesterday.
the sound which we presented t the seven pro pro jugdes.
I FEEL WE SOUNDED REAL GOOD !
but comparing t the recording someone took in band room few days ago,
there surely was a gap.
if we played like we did in the band room,
i guess it would be GOLD.
really. i`m not trying t be exaggerating,
but it`s true.
phssb members, try listening t them. (:
like what sinyi said,
we played real well & sounded wonderful.
all we lack was a bit of luck & fate.
it`s alright. SYF'09,
juniors ! JIAYOU BAH !
bring back that medal & don`t make any single sucker look down on us kay ?
GOODLUCK THEN !
& t those who re concerned,
thank you guys but i`m really feeling much better already.
audreymah, huda & steph.
really thank you guys. i ll cheerup de i promise kay ?
give me some time. .
i ll adapt quick enough & get back on track.
john & mengchao were right.
mid year`s coming & i shouldn`t let it affect me.
wipe off our tears & replace it with a smile shall we ?
:')
daddy: 啊?
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