Adeline's

i cried yet again.
it seems that i can`t get over it after all.
no ; all those who know me know very well that i`m not a crybaby.

why.
why aren`t you like others ?
YOU were the one who saw me grow up
YOU were the one who i can confide into
YOU were the one who encouraged me into band
YOU were the one who told me not t grumble when there`s band
YOU were the one who saw me going for the intensive practices
YOU were the one who told me not t worry for syf
YOU were the one who made liangteh for me during the practices
YOU were the one who prayed for my band
YOU were the one who sent that encouraging message that aftrernoon
YOU were the one who told me not t be too upset over a bronze
YOU were the one who told me it`s okay
yet. . YOU WERE THE ONE WHO TOLD ME THAT WE DIDN`T PUT IN ENOUGH EFFORT.

how d`you know ?
i ve been burning t ask this question.
do you even know the hours we spent practising ?
do you even know how tough it was this year ?
did you even tried something like THIS before ?
no ; you don`t.
then. then what right do YOU ve t say all these ?
sx told me not t be upset over what others think about us.
CAN I ?
you. you re my mum.
can i ignore that stupid insensitive comment of yours ?

i wonder.