Adeline's

I'm having lesson now.
But I don't know why I've got the sudden urge to blog.
In fact, I have all sorts of emotions in me right now.
Angry, Frustrated, Sad, Disappointed, Excited, Happy.
I'm gay.

I promised Jeanette not to be piss-y anymore.
& I really meant it. I don't wanna be.
Who doesn't wanna be a happy girl?
& I told Belicia that I'll look at the good side of others.
& close a blind eye on their weaknesses.
In this way, I'll see the world as a nice place to be in.
& I'll stop getting irritated all over.

Just went bloghopping.
& found about a few interesting stuffs- about the people in the community around me.
It's like, some of them makes me go 'Wow', while others just made me disgusted.
I really don't wanna dislike them.
But something in you guys just piss me off.
Can you do something about it, please?

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I know you know I'm talking about you.
& I'm so relieved to know this piece of information.
'cos it means you're getting every single thing that I'm saying, right here at my blog.
YOU, yes, it's you & nobody else.

I tried so many times to try to accept you for who you are.
But seriously, you don't show me you deserve that trust & friendship.
You're insensitive to other people's feelings.
& you appear not bothered even if someone pointed out your weakness to you.
Yes, you think you're a saint.
& that whoever who tells you what your problem was, they were the ones who have a problem.
Although I know I myself isn't perfect & all, but I thank God that I'm nothing like YOU.

So what if you're 'Miss Popular'? (Though it never occured to me ever before)
I don't think it gives you the right to keep backstabbing others, right?
Don't talk as if you're oh-so-perfect, 'cos you were never.
& you're still not.
& you'll never be.
So wake up, & get a life.

If it's sympathy that you're looking for, I'm so sorry, but I doubt many people will buy it.