Adeline's

Was going through my archives, & other people's too.
I finally realised that change is inevitable in one's life.
Everyone will change & has changed.
& I finally realised how much I treasure those times now.
I really hope everything could go back to the past where everyone was as close.
Not with such segregation around, not with conflicts involved.
I really regret for not cherishing those moments then.
I really wanna experience those things again!

I'm really sorry if I was childish in the past.
& maybe my words were harsh at times when we all quarrelled.
Sadly, we look at each other as though we were all strangers now.
Those times, I'll never forget.
But maybe you(s); have you forgotten?
Maybe so. & I guess those moments are insignificant to you(s) now.

& maybe what other people say is true.
I'm close to different people at different point of time. Especially guys.
Really, I question myself.
What is the reason for drifting apart?
Even if it was girls, or guys.
I'm not asking why my connections with different people are closer at different stages.
But why the stranger-relationship now?
Is it my fault? Or was it your(s) responsibility?

But I really was blessed in the past, with friend(s) like you(s)
Is it ever possible to go back to the past now?

I wonder