Adeline's

If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go;
Way up high or down low.

Friday night beneath the stars. Here I am staring blankly at the screen, endless thoughts racing through my mind but I don't know where to start.

I used to be that girl, running all over the place, trying to occupy every single minute of my life so I can avoid the average jc student life. I always thought it's a trade-off for a memorable teenagehood. But remembering all those goals I have in life.. How can I not work hard for it? I'm such a contradiction ain't I?

I enjoy those moments when I have no one to bother about. Quarter after one and there's only me and my music, plus a couple of notes and an cup of espresso. Ahhh, life would be great if everyday was like that. But reality hits hard when I wake up to every brand new morning. Just when I'm on the verge of giving up, I realised that I actually don't have the guts to. It's too much a sacrifice, all those sweat and tears spent as a result of a choice I so stupidly made a year and a half ago. So I'm picking up the pieces and hopefully putting them back together and just praying hard that it's not too late.