Adeline's

This is getting so complicated.
Many things which seemed right to me turned out the opposite.
What's happening to me?
Or maybe my opinions of others were wrong from the very beginning.
Life. It's just a cycle.
But yet, you can get hurt by the actions of people around you, whether intentionally or not.
So many things, so many consequences.
& yet, sometimes, they don't seem to be important to us when they were supposed to be.

Why are these happening?
Every wonderful thing I knew has vanished from this earth.
Every beautiful memory I had has faded from my world.
Every single thing, they all seemed to have changed.
All in one day.
Why.
Am I the only person in this?

I feel bad. Really.
I know I'm wrong.
But I cannot do what is right- in your eyes.
Every little thing I did makes me feel even worse.
Even if it was right.

Help. I think I'm drowning from all these.
But yet, I know no one really understands.
Although many of you tried to.
But I really appreciate everything.
Thank you, my girlfriends, & maybe some guys too, for listening to my story, for telling me I'm right, for encouraging me to go on, etc.
But maybe, all these were meant to be.
& maybe. I'm just supposed to live with it.

Perhaps